Tuesday Blues

 

Wasn’t able to go on a photowalk this morning. Wasn’t planning on going either. I had a hunch someone might report me for leaving our dog’s poop in the village park yesterday. Haha! Talk about being paranoid.

Plus, it also started raining, so I wouldn’t have been able to shoot anyway. It’s been raining since 7 this morning and the sun hasn’t come out since.

Also, my throat hurts again which sucks, but I wasn’t going to let that bum me out, not when I’m listening to Celine Dion‘s “I’m Alive” on repeat mode! I’ve been singing that to every karaoke night/day at home and it just makes me feel like I’m up on the clouds every time. Such a powerful, feel-good zzzong, isn’t it? (Can you share some of your favorite upbeat, feel-good, banyo-worthy songs as well? Say, JT‘s Can’t Stop The Feeling, Yes?).

So I made another project today, sort of a mantra for the year, inspired by that precious song.

To make it extra fancy, I translated “I’m alive and so are you” to French, with the help of the handy dandy Google Translate and voila!

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I always loved calligraphy in B&W, but I must admit, pink and black also look soooo good together, don’t you think?

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After having lunch, I had another light bulb moment and thought of making another project (ang daming time! Sorry na, sinusulit lang). This time, a short dramatic clip which was inspired by someone from Instagram. Note to self: find this talented human being after posting this! Apparently, I got the idea from his/her short clip of a pair of boots in the rain. It was brief, yet it was so beautiful and haunting at the same time, with the dramatic, natural lighting of course.

So I made a short clip myself and here it is. I’m glad I still have Ellie Goulding‘s cover of Kodaline‘s “All I Want” on my phone to listen to on days like this.

https://www.instagram.com/p/BPE8bIqjPhl/?taken-by=marsymallows

 

P.S. Our Daily Bread’s reading for today emphasized on:

“Practice random acts of kindness and senseless acts of beauty

– Anne Herbert

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The Sunday Currently, Volume 9

https://instagram.com/p/6cBTAxNlgQ/?taken-by=marsymallows

R E A D I N G
some articles on my pending list for today:

W R I T I N G

I will be writing back to my penpal today and I also have been writing and using my water brush a lot. I swear, I can live on water brush alone! JK Lord, but I am so in love with it! It’s very handy and very easy to use minus all the mess!

***photo above was written using the infamous brush 😛

L I S T E N I N G
to Can’t Help Falling in Love by Tyler Joseph… Listening to this version made me feel like I’m at the beach, Hawaii, specifically, probably because of his voice or his ukulele or maybe because of Lilo and Stitch 😛

and to

Featherstone by The Paper Kites 🙂 (very lovely song) and Sounds like Hallelujah by The Head and the Heart

and to the whole Hopelessly Devoted playlist on 8tracks! 🙂 as usual!

T H I N K I N G
of a lot of things that has been bothering me lately and why I have become the person I am today.

S M E L L I N G
nothing.

W I S H I N G
I could be a better person and that I could be someone I’d really love to be, someday. – does that make sense?

Also wishing I could make things right, at the right time.

H O P I N G
Alcatel would release the phone we’d love to buy soon!

W E A R I N G
this shiny, silky purple shorts and animal print tank top because it’s so hot today even if it looks like it’s going to rain.

L O V I N G
my water brush (of course), our duyan that Papa and I finally had the chance to fix and put up in the verandah and my Zinnia that has finally bloomed!!!

W A N T I N G
a tablet, a new phone and something else! 😛 and a printer with a scanner!

N E E D I N G
hmmmm peace of mind, I guess? and more time for God and for working out!

F E E L I N G
happy and grateful despite being depressed most days! 😛

C L I C K I N G
lots of emails and newsletters! I’ve got a whole lot of catching up to do!

Life Lately

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It saddens me that I could barely even squeeze in time for writing nowadays, well at least for the past 2 weeks. If it wasn’t for the Sunday Currently series, I would’ve abandoned this blog completely. Just kidding! I know I couldn’t do that. This blog has been my life journal for the past 5 years and hopefully for the 5 years ahead.

Anyway, it’s the weekend again and I get to stay home all day! You read that right! I love staying in on weekends. These are 2 days of the week that I don’t have to wake up as early as I do on weekdays, but still early enough for me to help with the chores and do my thing.

This week, I was busy doing a small project for a friend who’s now living and working in London. It was for her and her colleagues’ presentation for when they finish training at a university. I didn’t feel like doing it at first but I couldn’t turn it down even though the fact that I had a deadline to meet pressured me to death. Last time I did something like this was back in college or maybe last year, for a friend’s birthday, but nonetheless, deadlines for me have long been a thing of the past.

It turned out that I made it to the deadline and my friend liked it! HUZZAH! She and her colleagues agreed to pay me when she first brought up the favor, but I brushed off the idea knowing for a fact that I wouldn’t really accept the payment in the end. It was too little of a job and we’ve been friends for a long time, so I thought that she was just being polite. When I finally did it, she asked for my bank account details and she insisted that if I don’t give it to her, she’d look for another way to send it to me. It was flattering and at the same time, it made me feel like I’m one of those freelancers that do jobs on the side, apart from their primary source of income. It was a good feeling and I thought, maybe I could really do freelancing in the future!

**I still haven’t accepted the money, but thinking about it now, I could use the extra cash!